Post by Marr-bles™ on Sept 19, 2007 18:43:57 GMT -5
Well, It's been six years since the death of my husband. How I miss him so much. It's been hard to raise a child from that time, little sleep... stress, and a job. The only thing that has made it barable is Rete'. Who could know that just a child could keep someone going? He depended on me, and I let that keep me going, but most of the nights I cry, when I no longer have anyone to hold on to. Noone to love me in a passionate way. Noone to tell me that things are going to be okay.....
I know that the war did alot of damage, but I feel as if that loosing the one person you love, your soulmate, will make you feel like the world has ended. If I didn't have Rete', I'm not sure that I would have made it. Going through the death by myself wasn't easy.
Taylor, I miss you so much, I really do. I wish you could see your son. He's growing up so big and he's got powers that could be really great. I just know your up there, watching over your son. I really love you Taylor. PLease watch over me.
I know that the war did alot of damage, but I feel as if that loosing the one person you love, your soulmate, will make you feel like the world has ended. If I didn't have Rete', I'm not sure that I would have made it. Going through the death by myself wasn't easy.
Taylor, I miss you so much, I really do. I wish you could see your son. He's growing up so big and he's got powers that could be really great. I just know your up there, watching over your son. I really love you Taylor. PLease watch over me.